They are. But you know what? They are strange because they want to have good boyfriends which they could marry and have children with them. And all this just to end up as a fat old piglike something on the couch. (Yes! I mean you, you anorexic stupid girls!)
nice work...I would say, self-victimizing could be a fine way to ask for attention and protection in such a creepy world we dont wanna face. Call it being a coward, but a lot of men fetish about small-thin-infantilized-fragile woman for some reason, so who's really to blame ...?
I am trying to loose weight becuase, I want to re-test my experiment. I'm not fat. but...i guess pounds or so is a lot to notice when i am already made fun of at schools and at public places, becuase im weird or...have a different opinion. AND I LIKE IT.
Sounds unrelated, but in the beginning of last year I did an experiment... I weighed 140. I was happy with it and warm. But I was made fun of for everything I did.
I lost 20 pounds over the span of a month and week. At least a few inches or so went away.
And, the folks that screamed "FUCKING WEIRDO" and chucked soda cans at me, were holding doors open for me...all the while I was skinnier. I did nothing different and wore the exact same clothes.
I gained back my weight of the span of two months and they started throwing things at me again. Oh and the nitpicking began once more.
goldstarsFeatured By OwnerNov 23, 2008Student Traditional Artist
starving just makes you less in control. can't think well, can't move well, always cold, becoming self obsessed and sad.
girl fat is naturall and awesome. but so is compulsion for control, natural i mean. yay no conclusion.
but eating is good for you yo. because then you have a stash to do stuff with of energy so yay that. causuususe i used to be an anorexy. but but but then i realized i was actually losing control and it wasn't helping the real reason i felt upset so maybe there are other doors to feeling in control called asking why you're upset what has caused it what always brings you down what you want to change and stuff
and sometimes things only go better when you don't eat because you're feeling better about yourself. so yeah. yay self confidences.zesses